Interesting

Below is a conversation I had with my sister minutes ago. I know she meant well in saying her views on the subject of sex, but it brought up a subject that I felt so frustrated about! I still can't talk to my sis about sex, it's just so fucking weird. She thinks we should be able to talk about these kinds of things, but you know, I just can't bring myself to be that open. Anyhow, read what she said which really hit a sore spot with me - "ppl only have relationships because our first instinct is to mate :P
lol"....



Amanda:
Yo chica
U should read my latest blog
Hello? :( *cries*
Woe is me....my sister has abandoned me
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9:43 PM
Amanda:
BLARGH arkjbafhjbads/;fikhnnkrvf/UBlCFW
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9:45 PM
Amanda:
THis is a threat, I shall call you soon, MARK MY WORDS FOOLISH MORTAL!
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9:51 PM
April:
lol
was away...wat's up?
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9:51 PM
Amanda:
gah that noise scared me
read ze blog on myspace
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9:52 PM
April:
heehee
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9:52 PM
Amanda:
my latest one
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9:52 PM
April:
kk
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9:52 PM
Amanda:
sorry it is a bit long
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10:00 PM
April:
good so far :P
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10:00 PM
Amanda:
ty ty
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10:00 PM
April:
lol although I disagree on the sex thing totally lol
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10:00 PM
Amanda:
let me know what you think of the final product
Yeah yeah, I know
But I do mention that my views are not mainstream
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10:01 PM
April:
ppl only have relationships because our first instinct is to mate :P
lol
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10:01 PM
Amanda:
Oh I disagree
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10:02 PM
April:
heehee believe me if the sex isn't good eventually it can cause the breakup :-D
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10:02 PM
Amanda:
I think it is over rated
but that is just me
I know my opinion isn't popular
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10:02 PM
April:
err have you ever had anyone give the big-O?
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10:03 PM
Amanda:
I feel so strange talking about SEX like this but yes I've had an....orgasm & <_< ugh this is weird
Yes yes yes, and yes
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10:03 PM
April:
lol sorry
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10:03 PM
Amanda:
lol it's ok
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10:03 PM
April:
I'll shut up :P
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10:03 PM
Amanda:
I'm still....weird about it
Nah I mean I dont want to be seen as insecure, it just....disturbs me to speak casually about it em...when it pertains to me, that is.
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10:03 PM
April:
yeah I understand...just that all of my sex partners sucked!!
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10:03 PM
Amanda:
I can talk of the SUBJECT, but when applied to myself, it becomes a different issue
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10:03 PM
April:
except mike
meyh
meh*
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10:05 PM
Amanda:
hmmmm well after going almost all my life without it, I realize how unnecessary it is and that we are really fooled into thinking we "need" it by society itself...even freaking doctors insist that it is classified as a "need", and I don't mean in relationships alone. I mean they say it is a "need" universally for our entire well being!
That is my true and honest opinion on the subject and how unecessary I feel it all is
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10:08 PM
April:
oh I know it's how ya feel...just giving you an idea of what I've seen in a lot of couples and myself...everyone is different I just feel that the majority of ppl want a good sex life
not necessarily have sex like in the pornos
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10:08 PM
Amanda:
Yes, I know you were not criticizing me, it's alright.
lol I knew what you meant
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10:08 PM
April:
have sex that fits each individual persons' needs
but it's pretty good
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10:10 PM
Amanda:
I personally think that 90% of people, if given an ultimatum, would choose "great sex life but no love at all" over "true love and bond with a life partner that is robbed of sex" ....
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10:10 PM
April:
felt like I was reading a published description on relationships
how it was written and all
all correct and shit lol
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10:10 PM
Amanda:
ty, that was my intention because it is supposed to be a definitive essay
haha
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10:10 PM
April:
I need to learn how to write better lol
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This was in reference to my latest essay which I posted on my myspace because a friend at work insisted that she wanted to read it once I told her what the subject was. It's only a rough draft, but I don't think I'll change it much. Since I posted it on my myspace, I guess I'll post the thing here as well.